And I have waited since the first time I fell in love, or so I think it was love.
Waiting for the one person to enter my heart, my soul, and take over my body and mind.
And it was when I first heard you, my computer speakers radiating a voice,
It sounded like it was calling from the sky.
I looked up and I saw you from my computer screen
And I knew that I wasn’t dreaming, I was really alive
Because before you
I felt I was in dream, the world so fucked up to me,
It made me internally scream
It sounded just like depression
Until I was able to find my form of expression
Through these words
You opened up a world so new to me,
Where happiness comes first and I don’t have to dare to be
Your one and only.
I am now in a world where its half euphoria and half reality
And I’m loving this new feeling that inside of me.
Because every time I see you
Even if its just on a screen
A smile plants itself on my face
And I grow weak.
But this poem isn’t about love,
But the gratitude growing so feverishly in my heart.
And I want to thank you
Because I don’t know what happiness would be without you.
I wouldn’t know what walking through central park would be
In the spring time.
I wouldn’t know what making love would really feel like
And my body wouldn’t love itself as much as it does because of you .
You made me see things in the mirror
Ever so clearer
And you helped me appreciate this curvy figure
Because to you its perfection
And although I am far from perfect
You still tell me everyday
How lucky you are
And those eyes don’t lie when they look at me.
I finally see this beauty in me.
And so I wait.
Cherishing every single day
until you’re here with me
and just like soulmates
our bodies will unite as one
and through this process of making love
we shall live eternally.